no-ones-perfect

2006-04-28T08:31:00.000-07:00

heya!!!
haven been blogging for close to a month..
got lattebaby 3 weeks ago and hes still so naughty and refused to be trained!!
sigh.
anwyays im working in karen millen now;a high-end boutique thanks to pj's recommendation.
but the pay only so-so only.

went to the food and hotel food fest at expo today..
nice food!
ate bread puddings and bla
sweet really sweet man.

hahas ive a feeling i forgot how to blog alr..
feel kinda weird now..

went to sku yesterday to withdraw officially and today went back again..
fucking lame but whatever.
all over and done with.

working tmr and i really hope it'll be quite slack tmr.
hahas.

khaileng!!!
FASTER REVAMPING UR BLOG CAN?!
hahahs.

didnt see khaileng priya jean yan and 9 for ages..
wonder how are they now...

loveforever
isaac&latte.

2006-04-01T00:22:00.000-08:00

hm.
i think im a lil sick in the head :D
im planning to buy a english dog pram for LATTE and a hundred plus bucks carrier for him.
abit siao for a dog huh.
but hes really adorable! fatfat de.
i'll post up his pics soon..

been working my ass off these few weeks and im tired alr..
its so boring to just keep sitting there and do shit.
dun like dun like!
ugh.

tmr going to my manicurist's place to pick up some more tips on nails and shes asking me to model for her shop but see how ba..

something random..
i think i walk better in wedges than in heels/pumps/flats!
i can even run after a bus in them! and they're what..3 inches?!

im gna quit sku and study in mdis.
im totally loving this way and relaxed attitude :))))
and i can go straight into varsity so whats there not to lovvvvee.

going shopping tmr after manicure then do pedicure at the nail palace.

im gna cut my hair and dye it once ive time!
GOSH.

<3 isaac&latte!
muax!

2006-03-23T05:25:00.000-08:00

i should be happy shouldnt i ?
i have everything..
enough money for me to go shopping whenever i want..
a fabulous boyfriend..
the cutest puppy in the world named Latte..
a comfy home..

i should be glad and feeling fortunate shouldnt i ?

then tell me why!
why am i feeling shitty.

2006-03-20T20:33:00.000-08:00

i cant be bothered anymore.
fuck school.
im gna repeat one sem.

2006-03-07T08:01:00.000-08:00

HOW I WISH I HAVE NO FATHER.
im so tired of him.
my sisters' father my mom's husband.

2006-02-28T09:38:00.000-08:00

slacked at home today
then went down to compasspoint with isaac to get our rings and stuffs.
went to get a Za lipstick heh heh :PP
after that went to tne gamestore to check out whether sims2 expansion pack for my sis's bday prez but too bad its not in yet.

went to buy Benji to watch.
i love dogs :D

anyways me and isaac decided to get a dog!
which is really cool..
will be a shih tzu :)))
i adore hairy dogs la.

hmm had dinner at pasta fresca de salvatore at bukit timah with family and isaac!
food's great except for isaac's and dad's.
it was horrid.tasted like vomit.honto ni like puke man.

hahas.
isaac's disturbing me!
hahhahah!
byebye!

2006-02-27T08:27:00.000-08:00

yay!
today's the 8th month me and isaac got together!
im so glad we got thru my tantrums and everything else! :DDD
i so need anger management.
anyways we went to watch FD3 which is really gory and eeksome but was good la.
according to isaac,he said that he likes this kinda horror thrillers cos they dun give u hell load of stupid suspense and sound effects.they simply just throw it in ur face! hahas.
and he said that death cannot be defeated only delayed.which i find it quite true.when its ur number its ur number.
then we went down to plaza hotel near the concourse to eat the buffet which was really thumbs-up! and the price is okay too per pax 33+++ bucks so together about 76++? yeah its cool!
we were like the youngest people there.

then went down to compasspoint to make our rings!
its beautiful with a diamond in the center.
hahas.

bought paris hilton autobiography today with a book called 'The boy who kicked pigs'
good book but slightly gruesome.but with a good dosage of humor so no harm done.
i like paris hilton i admit.'sides its nothing to be ashamed of yeah.
shes cool funny and basically if im her i prolly will do everything like her 'cept the sex video.
shes like my idol but i dun overdo stuffs yeah.

isaac's staying over tonight! :PP
loves it!

tmr's althea's 16th bday.
gna celebrate it in Swissotel hotel or sth.
the tallest hotel in spore la.
hopefully the food's good.
gna get her sims2 newest expansion pack.
its really cool.

nightynights!

2006-02-26T06:47:00.000-08:00

hellooo!

finally gna update my blog!

25feb06:
went for my cousin's housewarming party at her condo in bishan.
damn nice la but too bad i dun like her and her family.
all nerds.DISGUSTING.
after that cant stand it le then went to watch the fog with isaacbaby!
he was with me for so many days i got so used to him sleeping over at my place :PP
hahas happyhappy!
the fog was kinda good! very logical in the end hahas so watch it soon! :D

today:
went to see nina perform at marina square!!
not bad very 'ang'! ( red )
hahas..then went down to ps to eat my fave fried fish hotpot with isaac!
hahas hes very much a part of my life! cant do without him :DDD
then went down to his house to slack..
quite long never go down le.

i really hope that i pass my math ppr.
sighs.

oh im taking up a mani pedi course!!
hahas i hope its gna be fun.
then after that maybe go work for my friend who co owns a nail parlour!
hahas in fcat shes the one who asks me to take up the course and help her out.
cool!

nights piggos.
lovelovebaby!!

2006-02-22T07:45:00.000-08:00

gosh i really hate exams
they seriously drain life away.

anyways im thinking if i should go to the casting for a commercial tmr at 1030am.
BUT i have exasms on friday!
so im sooo torn

ANDDD..
im thinking of becoming a waitress!!
will be fun hopefully.
pj's helping me :D

been really frustrated these few days.
making everyone around me edgy..
sigh i dun wna be like this man..
its like no source of happiness somewhat and its lame.
like always feeling something's gna happen but not sure what so its very urgh.

sick of sku sick of home
sick of parents sick of everything except isaac.
wna do something really crazy.
like quitting sku and taking up other courses elsewhere.
or getting high on drugs but the damn thing is i dun do 'em.

isaac's been staying over these few days which is really great cos it feels that hes integrating into the family and family's been treating him like hes been here forever :DD
cooked today and it was good claimed by parents and they're good critics.

entry's like totally random cos my thoughts now cant produce coherent ones.
my feet's kinda wet now.
eew.

i was just thinking that why paris hilton's always kena dissed by so many people.
i think its unfair la.
shes rich people jealous
she got dogs monkeys people also jealous
she changed bfs people also jealous
i mean i read so many things about her and i dun get it.
she has her own life to live and her own personal things to settle and people had to diss her for it.
so weird.
as long as she knows whats shes doing everything should be dandy so why should people with their tinted specs decides her life and the way she does things.
like magazines.
they dictate what people in TREND should wear.
what designers should we wear and even what color! its so sickening.
they forgot this pesky detail that not everyone is rich and can just sway their asses in prada and spent tens of thousands on a bag.
these are all random.
jeez. i think im going mad.

i miss my besties.
its really sad.
we swore we would always keep in contact with each other but now a sms will make me giggle and think 'hey she msged!!'
but now not even a message.

received a call from alex this noon and asked me if i wna go for casting tmr for a commercial.
good pay but wrong time.
gta study for pecons which is why its really a bummer.
i wna try it out.
but........
i think im getting fatter alr
trying not to eat rice now but its damn diff cos i love rice.
can just eat rice and nth else.

im worried.
sighs.

loveyababy!!
always and always.

2006-02-18T06:46:00.000-08:00

Whats your current relationship status?
--> attached

What are you wearing right now?
--> spag top

What is your current problem?
--> end sem exams

What are you doing right now?
--> watching a famous korean drama

What do you love most?
--> shopping!
--> sleeping
--> being with isaac

What makes you most happy?
--> spa & massage

Are you musically inclined?
--> er hardly

What would you do if you woke up one morning and found out you were on cocaine?
--> FUCKK?!

If you could go back in time, and change something, what would it be?
--> kill that bastard who didnt finish burning ALL the books

If you MUST be an animal for ONE day, what will you be?
--> eagle

Ever have a near death experience?
--> yeah when i was damn young

Name ONE obvious quality you have:
--> sociable

What's the name of the song that's stuck in your head right now?
--> some korean song from the drama

Are you happy today?
--> yep

Name someone with the same birthday as you?
--> glenn alinskie

What is your favorite food?
--> yong tau foo!!

Have you ever vandalized someone's private property?
--> plenty plenty

Have you ever hit someone of the opposite sex?
--> yeah slapped him actually

Have you ever sang in front of a large audience?
--> of about 10

What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
--> his face.

What do you usually order from Starbucks?
--> i get headaches from crap like these

What is your biggest mistake this year?
--> procrastinating

Have you ever hurt yourself on purpose?
--> yeah cut myself on the wrist

Say something totally random about you?
--> i can be reaaally bitchy

Has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity?
--> yeah from my ex-tutor

Do you still watch kiddy movies or TV shows?
--> tom & jerry

Did you have braces?
--> no need

Are you comfortable with your height?
--> hellyea i'd hate being a shortie

When do you know it's love?
--> when i can't stop thinking about him

Do you speak any other languages?
--> some french a pinch of jap and some vulgarities in italian

What is your favorite smell(s)?
--> my dkny frangrance and anna sui's.

Have you ever disappeared?
--> no man

What magazines do you read?
--> her health cleo female her world 8days

Have you ever ridden in a Hummer limo?
--> nahs

Has anyone you were really close with passed away?
--> hopefully not.

Do you ever watch MTV?
--> they're stupid

What's something that really annoys you?
--> giving lameass shit as excuses

What's something you really like?
--> dogs

Do you like Micheal Jackson?
--> no but i sympathize him

Do you give random hugs and kisses?
--> yeah

What's the latest you have ever stayed up?
--> more than 24 hrs at least

What time is it now?
--> 1110pm

Do you care?
--> no

2006-02-13T02:46:00.000-08:00

feeling boredboredbored.

wna collect my specs today but shipment not in yet.
very wtf.

wentback to sku for nuts.
waste time only.
fucking teacher didnt come.
people like khaileng HAD to travel all the way from tiongbahru to wait for him.
irresponsible freak.

wella.
for the hell of it.
think i'll post some pics.

before i left home.

mom bought it for me as christmas gift yeah.
about 2k.

okays.
im sian now.
tata.

2006-02-12T05:35:00.000-08:00

bought a shorts from mango.
dont you buy the same thing as me.

i never thought something will cliche will happen to me.
and i HATE today.

2006-02-10T08:48:00.000-08:00

went to watch fearless today with isaac!!
hell man it was really fantastic!

funny shit happened when we wanted to go in at 730 when the attendant told us it was actually at 930 and the theatre is alr packed so wtf.

hahas then we walked around and bought a pair of earrings and eyeshawdow from the face shop and also collected my cheque from xodus.
the salespeople there are getting from BAD TO EXTREME BAD.
its like rude and lazy.
maybe i should feedback to the boss since i know her quite well.

getting cab just now was HELL.
no cabs at all!
actually got la but they want midnight charge so they put 'busy' 'on call' and ' hired'
yeaahhhright.i believe :X
finally got a cab and guess what.
its a sex-depraved maniac and throughout the entire journey was talking to us about 90% sex shit.
gawd.
his name is albert.
shudders.
and he even mention sth like "sucks" abd "licks" to isaac when he went home.
like eew?!

having backache all the way down my back.
sians.

gna head over to wilkie road to do some stuffs tmr!
hahahs its a good thing!

lovelove baby!
i enjoyed myself thoroughly today and i hope u really like ur bracelet!!
hahas

2006-02-09T07:40:00.000-08:00

my sister really is a fucking bitch.
she off-ed the wireless cos hse wna sleep and it silent somemore.
very wtf right.
crazy bitch like calaise ivy.
no brainn nuts.

grr,irritated.
ihateqm.
honto ni hates it.

going with my mom for her checkup tmr.
wna see if shes healthy anot.

i think i made a mistake cutting my real nails.

i need to go shopping

i found a really good place!
hellyea.

i know what im gna get.

im tired.

im really sleepy

and i love isaac.

2006-02-08T03:24:00.000-08:00

hmm,maybe i should start blooging daily.

anyways a thought occured to me when i was stuck in a traffic jam in a cab.
okays there was an accident this morning but it was no big deal cos the affected cars can still move to the shoulder.
and you know what! with all the cars alr at the shoulder lane,the entire TPE jammed!
cos know why? they kapo-ed.look here look there..GOT PEOPLE DIE ANOT?! then they slowly machiam like snail like that crawl away.and then theres another kinda people.they slowly cruise past the cars kinda buounged ones and look for the carplate number!! so they can buy 4D,toto,etc..
sickening right these people? why sickening? cos they never know when a ill/dying/wounded person in an ambulance stuck in the jam! THEN cos the driver cant make it to the hospital in time..they die! other than damn suay..its very poor thing..
SEE now? dun be kapo..must move!!

happy! cos i managed to do a fairly good job for my french oral..
sad! cos i scored damn damn bloody low for my q-method..
tired! cos of so many less-than-enuff-sleep nights..
disappointed! cos i cant have the thing i want..
unfulfilled! cos i know i can do better for this sem if i really want to..

isaac tham:
thank you for being sucha nice boyfriend..sweet too!
although you procrastinate a hell loads and do things waaay late,i still love you!
hahas.can be sucha ninny at times.clumsy like a bear and say inane things :)
and your smacking of your face when i do sth to ur nose is a classic! FUNNYYYYY! :D
so loving but so lazy! hahas..ask u to help me take pepsi down from ur room,you ehhed here ehhed there!
but no matter what i will always love you!!
lovelove!

feeling a lil weirded out..
like something is suffocating me..
or maybe im just very very worried.

iloveyoubabydear!

2006-02-07T06:17:00.000-08:00

received this message about this girl who needs O- blood in this nam wah ee hospital.
its a LIE. a SCAM or whatever u wna call it.

first of all,theres no such blood type
secondly,no such hospital.
the only hospital with almost identical namesake is in penang and believed to be haunted.
so yeahs.
its RUBBISH.

today very funny at pizza hut.
got this russian lady came up to me and asked me where i dyed and cut my hair!
SO CUTE RIGHT?
outta the blue like that.

anyways im seriously disappointed today.
sighs.
shouldnt have procrastinated for so long.

only perk of the day is that i finished my math test and the teacher said that i can pass which is naturally a good thing.
and ya,eng draw's done too.
priya cried though halfway thru engdraw..thinkn shes too stressed le..cried cos of a unerasable line :)

went to eat at pizza hut for dinner..
the garlic bread's yummy!
and the drumlets are equally fantastic.
haven been shopping lately..
just bought a black satin bag from closet affairs for 59 buckaroos on sat.
no big deal.
wna sahop shop SHOP!
but got exams.
fucking bummer.
sighs

learing french pronounciation now..
damn bored and stressful cos of the oral tmr..
desperately learning!
dun wna make a fool outta myself tmr..

loveya!
nights worldie.
although u suck sometimes.

2006-02-06T06:30:00.000-08:00

haven been updating!
damn lazy la..cos need to sign in and then start typing is really boring

had pecons test today was kinda alryts..
very sleepy!

quareled with my parents on the weekends
isaac was with my parents too on sunday! nice.

cut away my precious nails so that my fake nails can be placed nicely and evenly.
wondering if i should have that.

having french drama test on weds.
feeling so screwed cos the pronounciation is amazingly difficult and unlike some people in my french class they're extremely thick-skinned and so im nervous.
sheesh,think i better start practising soon.

eng draw autocad test is tmr!
horrible.
but think i can do a lil?
okays la,gotta find a good seat tmr..

well it sucks that sem exams are so near.
DAMN.

loveyadarling!

2006-01-23T04:53:00.000-08:00

heya.
went to watch memoirs of a geisha with darl' today!
not too bad but abit weirded out by some scenes :)
btw i not stupid too is nice! that jack neo really knows what hes talking about.
and ya it also gave me some pointers to do for my tcs project.

saw clarice teo today at century! hahahs.
that woman got a shock from me! hahahahahahs.
after that we talked abit.

then we and darl' went into the arcade and played the machine that dispenses good stuffs if we managed to get a 5!!! but we didnt la :((
baby spent a bomb there cos he so sweet wna get that PINK sth for me!!!
hahahahs :) love!

went to have my manicure and now my nails are purplish brown.
dear likes it alot!
hahahss..

sunday didnt do much..
went to have breakfast with dear at venezia near ps early in the morning and we had lunch there too!
rum&raisin is my fave ice cream! :DD
hmm..then we went down to compasspoint to get a christian plaque for his dad cos its his birthday! got a funny card for him to! i wrote alota lame things on it though.. hahahs
went back home to spring clean the house abit and then dad sent me down to isaac's house..
slacked for abit and sat in his dad's car to the restaurant at novena square to eat..
met almost all of isaac's relatives,felt super stressed but after awhile okay liao..hahahs
drank red wine there and felt warm instantly.THE RESTAURANT WAS DAMN COLD LA K.
the food was nice! the cake too! :DDD
after that his dad sent me back to my place :))

on saturday:
went to isaac's house to surprise him!
but in the end i only surprised his maid and his sister hahahd very lame la.peng.
went downtown to my fave shop and got a top.i love it! damn comfy :)) isaac likes it too!
hahas.
shopped abit and walked abit and saw khaileng at a escalator with her fren! hahas..said hi and cursed that asshole bothering her.its dead somemore.haas.

then i ran into pj too!
she damn blur!
i was like straight infront of her and yet she cant see me! AND HER BF HAD TO TILT HER HEAD UP TO SEE ME! SO CUTE RIGHT ?! AHHAHHAS.
talked abit al and then dear got slightly pissed with me but all's well now :DDD
I LOVE HIM!! :DDDDD

ohya..
i really hate java you know..
it sucks.
really really sucks.
its like she didnt even teach us like what the other male teacher did in the next class..
its like a fucking project for god's sake and she cant give a lil bit more hints and stuffs
stingy bitch.

anyway alr asked for help and hopefully daniel can help man..
if not im so screwed.
ugh,im tired..
and i wna chat with darling till victoria secret's out.

seeya and chill everybody
<3loveluvs.

2006-01-19T06:42:00.000-08:00

today suck.

psps was horrid la.
fucking got scolded for missed attendance.ONCE.
THEN SHE RAISED A BIG HOOHAA OVER IT.
gave her an opening to scold the 3 of us.
priya khaileng and me.
and wth ?!
said that we dun pay attention and shits like that.
pigg.
shes fine with priya though :)
then my mood went on a free fall when i heard some fuckers have been snubbing babydear.
LIKE FUCKING GET A LIFE ?! POOR AND UGLY AND SHITTIFIED LOOKS AINT GETTING YOU ANYWHERE YO ?!
SHIT MAN.
GOTTA DO SOMETHING TO THAT SON OF BLOODY FATHERFUCKEN BASTARD.

isaac bought a shirt from topman.
i bought a clutch from rusty and a wallet from dorothy perkins.
tired.
fell asleep on isaac's bed.shagged.
been sucha bitch recently.
hatethis.
feel like slapping someone.

oh anyways,were talking to pj on msn last night.
funny girly.
said alot of things like living good and stuffs!
she said that she wants to have twins so that she only need to endure the pain once and yet have 2 children.funny not she ?! hahahs.
she has the exact same chloe bag as me!
hers red and mines black.
but she got it cheaper! at 600plus whereas mine's like 900plus ?
damn big diff.

IM SO SICK OF SCHOOL.
WNA SLEEP.
FUCKYOU WORLD.

2006-01-17T07:02:00.000-08:00

im back!!

received 37's letter the moment i came home!
so sweet of her to send me an ADVANCED new year letter so early :p
hahahas.
HAPPY NEW YEAR TO YOU TOO!
yeah we should meet up soon!
miss ya loads girly!
okays i'll try to write more in my blog!
although im super lazy and stuffs..heh.
MR SIVA's like amazing la!
appear on newspaper! A CHINESE Newspaper at that.
hahahs.
thanks for mailing me the article too! so nice of you hor.
i went to your blog and your entry's so scary! so fierce! tsktsk :DD
i dunno when's my hols though..lost my sem timetable! hahas.
update your blog too ya!
may you stay happy and lovable as always,37!!!!!!!!!!
tell me when our number club b'day arrives k?! i have a bad memory!
hahaha :))
i dun like sku though.
very random!
hows everyone???
love!!!

finally im blogging!
the above entry is dedicated to miss 37!
the half creator of the number club!
hahas.
very lazy to say the originations but its cos last time i used to call ppl 38 then she purposely dua me and call me 38 back! and it stuck! AND then shes became 37 and ching's 36,yericca's 02 and so on and so forth!
there're quite a number of clubbers but my memory sucks la!
CANNOT AH.
we've one thing in common though.
WE HATED FONG CHANG CHONG RAYMOND. [ that fucking bitch of a bastard ] :) he made me hated sec3 & 4 life. ass-hole.
( see how much of hatred i've for him that after 1 year i can still remember his EXACT NAME )
alryts i think i blogged enough!
hand tired.

i just wna say i miss you guys!
36,37,pj,yan and 9!
haven seen you guys in a PURPLE MOON.

anyways before i leave..
KHAI LENG,TAKE CARE OKAYS? DUN LET THAT BLOODY SPIRIT BRING YOU DOWN.THOUGH I KNOW ITS HARD BUT WE'RE ALL HERE TO HELP YOU! :)) BUT FIND A MEDIUM ASAP OKAYS? LET THAT LAU YU POH BE CAPTURED AND SUFFER.

AND BABY THIS IS FOR YOU!!
i know sku's been a drag.
esp with stupid and dumb ppl around makes it worse doesnt it ?
but lets not dwell in it alryts babydear?
it'll only make matters worse cos THIS FREAKING WORLD does not revolve around them.they're just suckers.
darl,i want you to know that no matter what happens i 'll always be here for you!
iLOVEYyoU.

goodnights world.
be good everybody.
my hand's really aching now.
tata!

2006-01-10T07:06:00.000-08:00

althea's fucking selfish.

alex msged me yesterday asking whether i wna join a singapore airlines commercial on thursday..but i declined la cos isaac doesnt like me to do this :) and anyways ive to wear bikini so wth.

went to ikea and get some stuffs.
tired.
sleepy.

loveyou babydear!

2006-01-09T07:53:00.000-08:00

came home in a mercs cab :))

the cab driver asked me " Do you think love is a sweet or painful? "
and i said without hesitation : SWEET.

cos i have a person i really love.
isaac tham.

I LOVE YOU.
i really honto ni adore you.

2006-01-02T08:33:00.000-08:00

its 2006 alr :)

seriously i thought that 2005 was the worst year ever.
and i didnt keep to any of my 05's resolutions!
but i came up with one for 06!

0.love isaac more and more!!
1.pack my r o o m.
2.spend more time with my besties.
3.be more sociable.
4.be a better daughter and sister.
5.spend less money :)
6.SAVE money for god's sake.
7.laugh more.
8.eat less.
9.be less quarelsome.
10.be less of a critic on myself and others.

still have alot!
but these are the priorities!!

to hussein:
you're sucha nice and funny guy! :D
thanks for your wishes and may yours come true too!
be funny and happy always :)
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

anyways i did a lil test ying sent me.
the true colour test.

What's Your True Color?
Clarine, your true color is Red!

Your color is red, the color of racy sportscars, blushing cheeks, and luscious roses. Red symbolizes passion, romance, and love. So, since you're ruled by red, you probably trust your feelings more than your brain and tend to act spontaneously. If you see something you want, you go for it without thinking twice — impulsive is your middle name. You don't wait around for people to make decisions, either; you dive right in. Quite the romantic, you pay close attention to your emotions. In fact, if your heart isn't in what you're doing, you won't be satisfied. Of course, even when you do pour all your energy into the projects you tackle, your impetuous nature means your passions can shift as frequently as the wind. That's why some reds have trouble with commitment. Our advice? Next time you're feeling fickle, think before you act, if possible. You might be surprised at the results. Overall, though, it's great to be red. No one lives life more completely than you do.

lalalas

2005-12-31T06:19:00.000-08:00

this is my CHLOE bag.

dad's birthday.

went to eat at a teahouse restaurant,freaking full now.

AND OH I WoulD JUSt LIKE TO SAY.

I HATE PEOPLE WITH NO ORIGINALITY.

ITS DISGUSTING :)

FOR EG,I WEAR COLORED CONTACTS AND PEOPLE FOLLOW SUIT.

ESP IN MY CLASS :) SO YEAH.

LOVELOVE PEEPS.

SEEYA AROUND.

HAPPY FUCKING NEW YEAR MY DEARS.

from,yours truly.

2005-12-30T11:24:00.000-08:00

okays.
i'm like back from beijing.
horrid place but gooood food.

didnt buy much things from there.
so my mom went to DFS to buy 1 CHLOE bag and a TOD's bag for me :))
i love them to bits!!!
and ohya..shes comtemplating buying me a LV handbag too!
gosh i love her,really.

the weather's freaking cold there!
gawd.

im tired.
nights.

and oh by the way,theres a drink called screaming orgasm.

missyababy!!

2005-12-23T06:29:00.000-08:00

clarine says BYEBYE!!!!!!!!!!

will be back next sunday or saturday.
bleah.
beijing :X

2005-12-22T07:48:00.000-08:00

isaac and me!!
i love him to bits!
but i made him sad today..
im sorry baby...
terribly sorry...

he gave me a surprise today!!!
my BESTAYS!
i thought it was a coincidence until he told me!
at at cream bistro! YUMM! but i wna eat at plaza sing instead.HAHAS!
caused riots there!
but i miss my girlies so much!
and they had to leave early :(
i love himmmmmm...
sweetest person on EARTH!
thankyou baby...

eating ham now and missing him..
wun be spending xmas in spore.
will be far away from here..
having a white xmas!

im tired!

nights world.

i<3u bb :P

2005-12-21T08:33:00.000-08:00

pecons suck.
qmethods still okay-ok.

khaileng gave me a xmas gift this morning outta a sudden!
hahas.
so i gotta get her one too :) if not very bad.

after tests,went down to the arts house at the old parliament house with darling! :DD
finally saw the photos taken for the nanyang arts academy!
hahas nice for all of the models! :)
im a snake and crow! whahahahs.

gonna cut my hair soon.

gna do some online shopping now.
ooh!
and thanks khaileng for your prezzie!!! :)))

lovelovedear :P

2005-12-19T09:13:00.000-08:00

ugh.
so i've a growth growing on my upper lid!
damn.
its so disgusting and slightly swollen :(
last night isaac's dad prayed for me and i swear the swelling went down a lil..im scared.

math term test was today.
i studied! and yet i dun have the confidence to pass..
im so sick of studying and cramming every single f-ing details in my brain until i cant even regurgitate out i read that very afternoon! :C

but on a brighter note,at least i know where im weak at and damnit! i will fuckin' conquered it.
alr asked serene for help.helpfully there'll be some use man.

i honestly think im getting fatter and i hate it.
its so ewwy to be fat :)

woke up super early and cabbed down to darl's house today..
tired :X
and then i concussed at his place for 2.5hrs.
haahahhs.

im leaving for beijing on the 24th!
i doubt i'll like it.
probably get a headache from too much chinese.

GAWD.
its 1!am.
havta wake up damn early tmr.
nights world.

iloveya baby!!!
muax!

photoshoot for fine arts

2005-12-12T19:58:00.000-08:00

yeasterday went for the fine arts's photoshoot at chinatown.
was there at 330 exact!
amazing i was punctual.
but in the end i still must wait for an hour or so!
talked to nina!
yayay!

hmm..i was dressed up in tape.
asin covering only my impt parts and the rest bare.
wore a kimono over it only to take it off ltr at the chinatown heritage center for the shoots.
wasnt too bad.
baby said i looked like a geisha but i dun have those weird heavy headpiece on my head but a sleek hairdo :))
fun.
but some of the poses were uncomfortable!
my second shoot was done wearing a trash bag,taped and tight around my bod.
other models said that that was the best outfit!
im like..SO HOT!
haas.
i wore a huge WHITE wig looking idunnohowtodescribe!
then walked down to the heritage center.
alot of people were looking..
baby's was with me too!
so sweet ehs? :P

the whole place was eerie..
shudders..

ping was dressed so horribly!
she had a huge turban on her head with a black wig over it somemore!
was really hilarious!
but i think it suits her so what the hell.
hahas.

the makeup artist's really really good!
can do all kinds of weird stuffs like making people cry blood and scabs on the faces!
very damn real.
i think isaac's got her pics.
maybe i will upload it lates.

felicia's looked like betty boop!
very cute and her hair's like a wig.
but its real la.

meiyi's looked like olive from popeye and a savaged nerd.
goshhhhh.
she gave me a shock!

ivy's like a dead doll.
and she had to pose in a bag.
very very scary.

vivian's had to pose half nude.
which is cool.
HAHAS :)
her freckles are fake and she looked EXTREMELY witchy!

i think thats about all.
if i have the pics i will upload them
might havta ask from luke.
ahhas

and oh.
isaac and i might be going to dxo fro body painting for some new year event.
so eveything's cool.
and i enjoyed it thoroughly!

and thanks to babydear who was with me throughout the whole thing!
i love you!!!

kisses!

gta rush for sku now.

:C

2005-12-07T05:40:00.000-08:00

haven been blogging regularly.

mom bought me a sony vaio lappie last night.
cool.

so i have colourful nails now.
like candies.
which i like.

anyways,had 2 tests this morning.
woke up freakin' late but still managed to be in school on time which is really damn lucky.

went for french class which is like my second time in a month?
yeah.
i know its horrible.
and my pronounciation sucked like hell.
'sides i think the lect doesnt like me cos i missed so many of her tutorials.
it was so bad some kids in class asked " whos clarine?"
whatever man.

hmm..
dad nagged alot again.
sorta quarreled with him but alls fine now.

i hope auntie christina's getting better.

YUCKS.
hussein showed priya khaileng calvin and i some super gruesome stuffs.
i dun wna mention here.
it was HORRID.
and thats like an understatement.
i wonder how can doctors or police or paramedics take in all these things.
wun they puke or sth ?

went to my bestie's blog.
really felt like i drifted away from her alot.
haven been talking and doing stuffs that besties do all the time.
im sad.
went to another bestie's blog,comp hanged.
feeling sad as well its like i need to depend on their blogs to know whats going on in their lives.
i dunno what to do alr.
i tried to meet up with them but sth always cropped up.
helpless.
BUT I JUST WNA LET YOU KNOW GUYS,THAT I REALLY LOVE YOU 2.
NINA AND YANLI.

im like having depression or sth.
shit.

iloveyou baby.
takecare hmm?

khaileng and priya are the funniest and cutest pigs in school :P
isaac's my wall :D :))
hussein's the spirit game kaki :)

yanli & nina my fave girls in the entire UNIVERSE :DDD
takecare okays?
till then.

2005-12-02T06:51:00.000-08:00

so i will just cut to the chase.

people who are petty irritating bears grudges or extremely self-righteous.
CAN DIE.

cos they are wasting dear earth's resources just by sustaining their petty lil pathetic empty shells on earth.
i mean,Hey they dun even deserve to be here.
so what the fuck are they WASTING our precious water?

insects.
theyre ALL insects.
and they are meant for people to trampled on.
yeuch.

2005-11-28T08:06:00.000-08:00

kay i seriously need some haagen daz now

eyes feeling sore and puffy :c

will be dropping down to isaac's house for some intensive engdraw tmr :x
that totally suck
ihateengdraw

mmh
ate seoul garden with baby tonight
uber full and nice!
my soup totally rocks :D
agree hon?!

getwell soon now darl
lovelovelove :PP

2005-11-24T17:32:00.000-08:00

AHH!
i woke up late today for tcs class!
lesson starts at 820am i woke up at 809!
sighs.
thats like the second time i missed tcs alr.
cannot be debarred man.

java i also missed 2 times so wtf.
havta go for EVERY lesson from now onwards.
sian.
so anyways im still at home..
cuz khaileng said there isnt any pecons and that decided it!
continue sleeping.whahas.

hmm..meeting darl lates at somewhere [ i haven decide yet ] :)
then heading down to s'goon to do some stuffs and visit my 'auntie' so yeas.
might catch a movie also but all very outta the way so seehow seehow :p

weather's like crazay.
rain rain rain then SHINE then today rain again.
heaven cant make up its mind whether to freeze us to death or panfry us.

okays..feeling damn hungry now and im seriously pissed with gary and that bloody joyce.
gna call her and scold her lates.
freak.
fehing waste my time and money.
hmph.
transmarco sucks.
BIGTIME.

gna sign up for kickboxing with priya next week i think.
hope the instructor raymond is still there cuz he really exerts us and pump out lotsa sweat!
and thats what i like about kickboxing!
feel damn good.

gta do some maths now.
so bubbye!
lovelovebaby!

2005-11-22T07:21:00.000-08:00

ihatetoday.
im sad.
don't wna make you sad.
but i did.
im so so sorry baby..
ihatethisfeeling
and ihatemyself
for this.

When I witnessed you smiling for the first time,
making your face glow sanguinely,
all I wanted to do was to make you smile over and over again.

Will you be my shoulder when I'm grey and older?
Promise me tomorrow starts with you.

2005-11-16T06:54:00.000-08:00

how i wish that i was still in sem1.
was much more interesting then.
funny ppl in the class
funny ppl doing funny stuffs saying funny things.
there was a kinda spirit in the class.
but now,its like dead.
utter silence at times
and dreary.

hussein and pei en are gone.
so 2 happy apples in the class are gone and they sorta brought the laughter away too.
even nadiah seems quite subdued sometimes.

engdraw is so complicated and difficult my brains are exploding.

ilikeblack.
esp on paper.
nicenice with whitepen.

feeling rather stressed recently cos of lynette.
i merely forgot and shes like pestering me like a plague.
urrrgh.

mom just came back from taiwan and we went to eat jap bbq at some restaurant.
isaac's supposed to join us but he had karate so ohwell.

im sleepy.
nights world.

iloveyou<3

2005-11-06T08:47:00.000-08:00

tmr's back to school.
bored.
but at least pj's finally in.
seeya bitchiness.

g'night world.
loveya baby!! :D

2005-10-23T10:02:00.000-07:00

clubbing's like boring.
dancing's nice.

lovelove.

happyy !

2005-10-17T05:00:00.000-07:00

14102005 saturday
met up with isaac at his house and slacked there for awhile before going off to suntec and booked our tix for the movie flightplan.
before that,isaac made his violet lenses and im sooo enviouS ! THEY DUN HAVE MY DEGREES.i have to strain my left one more.hmm.he looks like a vampire ! HAHAS.
then we went down to far east to my fav shop and i bought a top! very corset-like.love it ! :)
then we walked around and hurried back to suntec ! the walk was horrible.i felt so weak after that.
we were late for the show but luckily we didnt missed any vital parts and yeah ITS A F-ING GOOD SHOW.
all the suspense and the characters were amazing and the female lead acted like it reaally did happened to her.wonderful.
after that,we went to marina square and ate at Tokyo Genki Sushi restaurant.
we ate like 11 or 13 plates of sushi and also ordered ala carte.
obviously we couldnt finish everything.hahas!
damn full and mr isaac did some funny things there. :))) soooo him.

151005sunday
had work at plaza sing.
sales were damn good! fantastic.
candy was working so at least i wasnt so bored as before.
and we talked alot la.
i realised there are alota weird ppl in plaza sing.
its like i saw a middle-aged woman wearing a VERY skimpy top in bright blue with traditional prints of dragons and phoenix.it was an awful sight.radin wanted to laugh so very badly.
i was busy faking puking.
9pm came and darl' came to fetch me so sweet man ! hahas.
then he showed me anime and took some funny and nice pix of ourselves! hahahahaahs.
he had to go to his aunt's house so yeah he left :))

16102thousand&5

slept at 2am last night and woke up at 1030am this morning.
supposed to meet at isaac at 12!
dressed very casually in shorts and a flowy spag and dashed out of the house.
reached there at about 1215 and luckily he just came out :D

anyways went to see his mom and told her i will be having facial done there laters.
isaac collected his things and we went to eat at the nearby hawker centres.
after that,went off to his aunt's house and rest there for a while...
he was late for work so we walked back to guthrie house and i left to go his mom's beauty salon for my facial.
the facial was damn nice ! i lmost fell asleep but i was also talking to his auntie and yeah we talked alot! very sociable woman :))
after my facial,talked to his mom for quite awhile too :D
was debating with myself whether to take a cab or a bus.but in the end,the bus came so i took it.

IT WAS A MISTAKE AND A HORRIBLE EXPERIENCE AND I SHANT TALK ABOUT IT.
IT MAKES ME WNA PUKE AND SUFFER FROM A VERY BAD HEADACHE.

bought a new book called lipstick jungle.
a chick-lit.
but tell me which girl doesnt read a chick-lit.excluding illiterate.
and retards.

going for manicure tmr and working my ass off again.
damn.

i<3u.

2005-10-12T01:52:00.000-07:00

woke up earlyyy today.
went down to plaza sing to buy isaac's mom's gift and then cabbed down to bt timah to meet isaac and im on time ! just.barely.
anyways,saw his mom outside and she treated us lunch :)
gave her the bag i bought too.

then we went to isaac's aunt's place to chill and stuffs :D
hahas.
ilovehim!

chloe's might be down with dengue fever.
damn suay la but i hope everything's okay with her.
i dunno whats wrong with my dad la.
he is worried i know but that doesnt mean that he can yell and blame ppl.
nobody wants this to happen.
this is so ridiculous.he made me pissed.

gna help my lil sis's bestie to do her blog.
sucha a sweet girl :))

I MISS HIM !
damnit :(

2005-10-10T04:57:00.000-07:00

ha.

woke up very early today.
went to meet yanli and shes LATE !
haahs.
always man.
then took a bus down to bukit timah to see isaac and his workplace.
went to his mom's beauty salon and yan and i had our eyebrows plucked and trimmed ! :P
talked to his mom quite abit.nice lady !
she thinned my fringe too :))

then we went to guthrie house to but venezia gelato and i bought one for darling :D
i ate rum raisin and yan's choco mint.
went up to give isaac's his ice cream and we went off to yan's house.
played fishing frenzy and damn scary la.
kept losing :(
hahas.
yan's like a pro.

took a merc cab back from premier.
damn bloody comfy !
its a new e class.
hahas.
he gave me his namecard and told him next time if i need his service or i need to talk,just find him.
HAHAS.
no need la,i got isaac !

thats about all.
dead tired.

ciao.

2005-10-06T08:17:00.000-07:00

damnit.

frickin' bored today.
little sales.

thankgod pj came over today so i wasnt SO bored for an hour or so.
then my mom came and bought a pair of shoes and bag from me.
that was my FIRST sale.

talked to pj for awhile more and she had to go cos shes ill.
get well la woman :)

after that its back to boredom again.
played freecell until i developed a headache.
damn pathetic.
people come and go.
i just kept on playing freecell.
thats the only thing that kept me from screaming " IM BORED !! SO DAMN BLOODY F-ING BOREDDDDDDDDD !!! "
i actually wrote it down on a cardboard paper and the marker stinks like almond jelly.
eewks.

quite alot of ppl msged and i couldnt be bothered to reply back.
i only msged huiyi back.
damn sian with everything.
it was so dreary i got tired.
yawning for all i was worth.
and rasida's better she said " ORH OKAY LO LIKE THAT ! NO PEOPLE ! " in her manly voice.
funny shit.
then all of us began doing random stuffs.
i played freecell.
rasida was taking artistic pics of herself at the counter !
kat was amusing herself with 2 plastic sticks pretending to play drum [ its all the same tune ]
i started laughing at mad cos its so funny ! :D

saw charlotte sitting in the mrt train.
so we talked.
she cant recognised me cos according to her i changed alot.
hahas.
then she said she want my figure and my height.
crazywoman :)
talked a hell lot and alighted at sengkang.
went home.

missing isaac the whole day cos i didnt talked to him last night and this morning.
felt abit weird.

I<3u

goodnight world.

2005-10-04T23:38:00.000-07:00

yeahwell.

came across this.

Be careful of whose advice you buy, but, be patient with those who supply it. Advice is a form of nostalgia, dispensing it is a way of fishing the past from the disposal, wiping it off, painting over the ugly parts and recycling it for more than it’s worth.

2005-10-03T04:10:00.000-07:00

THESE WERE THE FOOD THAT ISAAC AND I ATE ON SATURDAY NIGHT.
HAHAS !
in total, we have like 6 dishes of food.and its just the two of us !
we totally outshadowed those people sitting around us.
hahaahahahs.
freaking funny :DD
AND YOU KNOW WHATTTT !!
we FINISHED EVERYTHING !!!
except for some bits and pieces :P
isaac was horrified ! whahahs !

saturday 1oct05

went to meet isaac at his house :)
hahas.
talked on the phone with nina for awhile while waiting for him.
he came !
hahas.

slacked around for abit and did lotsa things :P
WHAHAHs.
lovehim!

it was kinda late alr so we went down to Dunman foodcourt to eat !
the above pic is the mountain of food we ordered !
hahas!

sunday 2oct
went to work.
was early and they were surprised.
okay whatever.
was damn sian the whole day cos hardly any sales done by me.
was slacking like crazy man.
talked on the phone
plopped my ass on the damn chair
flipped thru' magazines [ trying to find the page for isaac ]
talked on the phone againnn
chatted with colleagues
totally ignored customers cos not feeling very sociable that day
but heck.
i made 3 sales and it amounted to 100++ plus.so there,kiss my ass :PP
called isaac cos feeling bored and i miss him !
mhm so talked for abit and then feeling bad,went out to look at the situation outside.
came in slacked again.
then went to surfed the net and i know the password that barred us from going into websites.
its like im the only one who knows ?!
then decided to watch brothers grimm.been waning to watch it for a damn long time but got exams.
so called isaac and decided on the time slot and wento watch ! :DDD
nice show but abit disgusting.
hahas.

after the movie,went to wait for cabs.
but cabbies are very despicable arseholes,they will purposely wait until 1130pm then start taking passengers.very assholey right !
so no choice.we called 2 cabs and they came so fast ! its like theyre waiting for bookings or 1130!
shitman.
retarded people.
*shudders with disgust.
mine came first then isaac's one came.
so we were waving to each other all the time in the cab.
and there was this woman who thought i was waving and smiling at her then after that she managed to catch on :)))

monday 3oct05 which is today.
went back to sku to take supp ppr for math.
met hussein and went back home.
completely sapped of energy.
felt like a zombie.

gna sleep early tonight.
a rather long entry.
so much crapping.

seeya.
iloveyaaaaa iz :DD
missyou.

p/s : i miss yan and nina and khaileng and priya !!
pss: ong pj.when you come tp you better come find me.hahas ! and oh i saw js today but didnt say hi.oops :P say hi to him for me yeahs.YOUR BOYFRIEND.seeya around !

2005-09-29T02:19:00.000-07:00

something's wrong with blogger.hmph.

27sept ! 3 months oldddddd ! yays !
went for the dukes of hazzard movie premiere with darl :))
bought my fur bag with khaileng.

28sept.
i forgot what i did.

today..
damn tired.
sleepy.

very short entry.

loveyoubaby.

2005-09-25T09:38:00.000-07:00

heya.

i miss isaac !

and oh by the way.
im on newspaper.front page.
lianhe zaobao.

im the champion of some catwalking thingy and the sexy something la.

loveya people !

p/s: khaileng ! cheer up ks ? everything's gna be fine :))) cos i say so !

2005-09-22T04:44:00.000-07:00

boo !

went to tower A at ngee ann city.
i got lost there and took the wrong lift.
damn.
i was late meeting jeanna.

she told me about all the things about acting fashion modelling singing and dancing.
hahhas
told me im very suitable to join and bla bla.
cute woman.
said im very sociable and pretty and bla bla.
hahas.
she wanted to cast me in a channel 8 tv series !
like omg ?!
then we kept on talking la..
interesting woman.

oh.
and i have a friend whos a photog asked me to go for a casting by motorola.
jeez.
hahahs
dun think so la.

anyways,finally went for my manicure at voxy.
solar nail polish.
bought one also.
hahas.
its fuchsia pink !

gosh.
im working tmr !

DAMN.
can't meet isaac anytime soon.
f**k.

2005-09-21T01:08:00.000-07:00

hiiiyaaaaa

woke up damn early.
cabbed down to industrial biz park for interview.
the whole decor is hella cool and cold.
very intimidating.

the whole thing is over in about 30mins.
started to rain.
called a cab and went back.

im tired.
thats why i dun think im going for the steamboat with 36 and 37.
im soo sorry.
make it another day ehs ?

crap.
didnt see isaac today.

everybody just fuck off pls.

2005-09-19T08:30:00.000-07:00

heyaaas.

woke up at 11plus.
slacked.

went to np with 36 and 37 for 37's chinese studies event.

conclusion:
the whole thing was kinda lame.
but yeahs.
its 37's course so i wun say anything sarcastic.

im nice right 37 ?!

anyways.
ate long john's at j8.
wanted to watch movie but yeah well.
obviously i didnt.

came home.
and here i am.

missing isaac like crazy.

2005-09-18T02:51:00.000-07:00

isaac's gna be working as a video game tester !
how cool is that ?!
and he was interviewed via a video conferenve from japan !
uber damn cool :DD

went to the temple this mrning to offer prayers and everything.
then went to my gran's home to visit her and i think my teochew is improving !
hahas..

home now and im so tired..
had only about 4 hours of sleep cos i couldnt fall alsleep.
thanks to my dad :x
horrendous.

drinking tea to help me stay awake and im having a slight headache.
bb just sent me a the top things thst pisses people off !
its damn FUNNY !
hilarious !
thanks baby !
I DIDNT SAY THAT JUST NOW :)))

and by the way, i might be able to see him for a whole month !
can you believe it ?! :((

wella.
yesterday,went out with nina to get something in adidas in citylink.
then we continued to walk and walk and went into a shop called six to buy a pair of earrings for myself.
after that, we went to marina square and bought my goal item !!! happy.
there are a hell load of things there now !
im gna have fav shops for everything eg, clothes bags cosmetics shoes and bla bla bla.
right.
nina gta go cos she has to support her instructor so off she went !
and i went to meet isaac at ps.
he was late ! :)
but anyways i was at xodus so i stayed there and crapped with my friends there.
finally he.came.
we went to eat first then took a cab down to wisma.
he went to buy spare parts for his ear piece and repair his earphones..
and then we walked here walked there and ended up at ZARA.

we tried on all the coats ! the fur-trimmed ones, all furs coats !
so amazing ! so comfy and nice !
but very impractical for spore's weather :( )
isaac looked completely different when he tried on all the coats !
i almost couldnt recognise him!
its scary.

after that went to take a bus down to my gran's house.
damn sian.
there was this japanese family in the bus.
there were 2 lil girls and the way they speak was so cute !!
and the lil girl's laughter is so infectious :D
but yeah they alighted and im bored to death again.

gawd.
im really tired.
typing's tiring.

seeya around piggs.

2005-09-16T04:50:00.000-07:00

i am totally turned off by cabs !
and people know im a total cab person.

this is my conclusion :

COMFORT cabs = slow

YELLOW TOP cabs = retarded and slow

i honestly think they are really stupid.
period.

2005-09-14T21:12:00.000-07:00

2 HUGE jars of sugarcane juice ! and darling :P

look at the FOOD ! man.

this was the half amount of food that we ordered last night at chompschomp :D

140905
went to isaac's house and watched him play game :))
but then he played until quite irritated and he went upstairs to find some faqs.
hahahs.
i had a headache so he told me to go up to his bedrom and sleep so i slept for 1 and 15 mins !
after that, we dillyed dallyed and finally left the house at 505pm !
hahahs
we were supposed to reach international plaza at 530!
so we took a cab and chionged there.
went to look for my mom's friend [ violet ]
shes sucha nice lady !
so we filled in some forms and she promised to help us find :)))

we took a bus down to s'goon and then changed another bus to s'goon gardens and went to chomp chomp to eat !
hahahs !
ordered a hell load of things !
as you can see from the above pics !!
BUT WE FINSHED EVERYTHING !!!
good anot ?!
hahahs
had difficulty walking after that so we sat down at one of the benches and watched anime !
uber nice la !

after watching, we did some random things by the roadside..
damn lame but hella funny la !
finally flagged down a cab :X
so we cabbbed down to paya lebar first..
we were playing in the cab until isaac suddenly shouted " POLICE ! "
then he faster pulled his seatbelt around him !
wahsehs.
and i thought what happened ( peng )
HAHAS !

reached his place le and then zoomed down to my house.
the driver drove really damn slow !
if i can, i will really bash his head !

anyways i HAVE A REALLLY FUNTIME YESTERDAY !!!
hhahaahhahas

loveya isaac !

2005-09-13T06:43:00.000-07:00

12092005

went out with huiyi yesterday to shop !!
dropped by xodus to say hi and bought a pair of kitten heels from there ! uber comfy..
huiyi likes it too :))
went to ps..walked around but nth caught my eyes until i saw the skirt i always wanted and i snapped it up immediately.
hahas..
then walked down to heeren and bumped into hussien !
gave him a scare cos he didnt see me until i popped out from his side
hahaahs !
funny :)
a new adidas shop opened !
incredible..they're like springing up everywhere
i like one of the jacket there
think i might get one although i seldom wear :X
hmm...
right.
went down to far east and went to my fav shop !
got a top which is really nice..
kinda boho and stuffs
huiyi wanted it too but she didnt get it in the end..
lack of $$$ i think :)
went to glitz and bought a shorts from there..
damn short but damn nice la..
so bought it :P
then went to get a shirt for isaac ! :D
hahas.

13092005

went to isaac's house and slacked !
bought him barbequed bacon from beechenghiang..
hahas.
i finally didnt missed my stop! jeez.
a lorry driver drove by and horned at me and yelled "HI !" when i was at the bus stop
omg.
reached isaac's house !
so we slacked around and crapped alot
pj called and we bitched and talked
but half the time its either her voice was muffled but the static was too overwhelming
hahas !
so she resorted to using her hp and consequently msged me instead !
HAHAS
so on sat i think we are going clubbing :)
just drink i guess.
hate dancing.eeks.

isaac and i went to s'goon gardens's country manna to eat :D
his country style soup was cold so we had it changed and this time it was piping hot !
z sorta scalded his finger..
we ordered a jumbo platter and it was nice but damn filling !

after eating,we walked around and laughed ALOT :DD
full of nonsense man..
HAHAHHAHAHSH !
loveisaactham to bits !

p/s ! sorry baby..you know what i mean :) still im sorry ..

2005-09-11T22:14:00.000-07:00

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY
1. rine
2. yanyan
3. riney

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE
1. teochew
2. cantonese
3. hokkien

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU
1. all kinds of creepy-crawlies
2. coffins
3. brutality

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS
1. money
2. handphone
3. keys

WHAT ARE YOU WEARING RIGHT NOW
1. shorts
2. aqua blue sleeveless top
3. glasses

THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE BANDS OR MUSICAL ARTISTS
1. black eyed peas
2. jet
3. norahjones

THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE SONGS
1. hero [ thanks to isaac ]
2. goodpeople
3. karma

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP
1. trust
2. faithful
3. love

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE
1. i hate myself
2. i love myself
3. i love insects

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE PREFERRED SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU
1. smile
2. eyes
3. hair

THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE HOBBIES
1. shopping
2. sleeping
3. slacking

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW
1. pedicure
2. do something about my hair
3. smash things

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING/ HAVE CONSIDERED
1. vet
2. businesswoman
3. owns a dog farm

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION
1. paris
2. new zealand
3. santa barbara

THREE KIDS NAMES YOU LIKE
1. gabriella lynn
2. faith christine
3. aleanna

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE
1. have a good chat with my parents
2. say a proper apology to my sisters
3. travel round the world

THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A BOY
1. swear alot [ but cutting down alr ]
2. aggressive
3. laugh quite loudly :)

THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A GIRL
1. likes all things fanciful
2. eat quietly and slowly
3. vain

THREE FEMALE CELEB CRUSHES
1. no
2. thank
3. you

THREE MALE CELEB CRUSHES
1. ha
2. ha
3. ha

THREE PEOPLE THAT I WOULD LIKE TO SEE TAKE THIS QUIZ NOW
1. nina
2. yanli
3. pj

2005-09-09T07:07:00.000-07:00

Drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
I'm pissed cause you came around
Why don't you just go home
Cause you channel all your pain
And I can't help you fix yourself
You're making me insane

i quite like this lyrics..
rather nice..

SO..
exams are over !!
thought today's paper is kinda tough but ohwell..
its over anyways.

went to watch RED EYE with isaac :D
i thought it was some horror movie then realised its a thriller !!
hahahs
quite interesting..
at first i was quite irritated with rachel mcadams character but after awhile i saw her point..
then while they were trying to kill each other, i got quite worked up !
i sorta bounced in my seat and kinda made darl annoyed :(
so sorry baby.

after that went down to his place and dropped by his aunt's place to see games and he bought one! hahas.
he was so happy !
the weather was damn hot.
perspiring like taps.

then went to meet my dad at parkway and he was pissed with me for coming so late !
boo.
but whatever lahs.

went to see my mom at the hospital cos she had to undergo a operation to get rid of her infection.sighs/.shes fine and all but still...

im missing isaac !

goodnight world `

2005-09-08T09:43:00.000-07:00

i changed my blogskin !!
*hops around

ohh btw the tagboard is still a lil haywire..
will do sth about it !

tatas //

F---

2005-09-07T07:17:00.000-07:00

after looking at how my parents reacted when i came home
makes me wonder if i should have come back at all.

2005-09-05T09:35:00.000-07:00

heyo.

woke up damn late again today
sian.
so many calls coming in and disturbed me :(
whatever la.

went down to rivervale mall to eat long johns cos my sis wna eat there
i scolded the waitress or whatever you call them la
althea said i was damn fierce and rude to her
you know what I DUN REALLY CARE.
then she asked me ' if you were her,how would you feel ? '
i stared at her and she said ' anyway you are one of a kind,naturally you wun feel anything..just simply heck care her '
wahsehs.
hahas

went for manicure cos my previous one was simply horrendous.
i cringed whenever i see them and i see them plenty of times.
so now i have purple nails and blue tips.
very irritated with myself cos i can never ever keep my nails in good condition asin not smudge them and stuffs.
ahh crap..
nevermind no point getting all upset over it
its kinda lame anyway :)

isaac's finally back from batam yeah ~!
i missed him as you can tell from my previous entry.
he called and we decided to study at about 6plus 7.
went down to his house and staying over la.

jeez.
tmr's the start of the exams period and im hella scared..
sighs.

good lucks peeps !!!!
goodnight world.

2005-09-04T08:25:00.000-07:00

heys.

went to eat at cafe brassiere at the parkroyal something.its asian-fusion buffet.
its very good ! but dad told me bring me to buffet is not worth it cos i only ate a spoonful of rice some mushrooms a bowl of sharkfins and chocolate fondue..hahas ohya and 2 jap handrolls :)
the bill came up to be about 150bucks.sehs.

met up with khaileng to study today at esplanade
and i was half an hour late !
im sooo sorry :(
studied for about 2hrs plus and we left..

family came to esplanade to fetch me then we went to the furniture mall to get my chair from madrid collection.then went to get a belgium imported carpet for the coffee table..
after that went to accents of accents to look at some sculptures and some more furnitures..
i fell in love with a rosewood dining table with intricate details..its understated elegance attracted me ! my dad fell for it too :)) its about 3000buckaroos but its hella worth it !
whereas mom is studying a multi drawers cabinet made of rosewood very intently..costs about a thousand..mom's got it.
BUT they say the dining table gotta wait cos we gotta get rid of the one at home first so yeah.
but most probably getting it la :))

then we went to eat at somewhere near kallang and my poor youngest sis--chloe,kena the "big" prize ! bird shit ! on her hair !
i laughed like crap and poured alot alot alot of water on her hair and got scolded by my dad [ sheepish ] but then i cant help it la ! its friggin' funny!!!
however chloe was not satisfied with the amount of water i dumped on her
and i emptied the entire bottle which is about 3 litres on her head by the roadside ! HAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHS !!!!!!
can you tell im greatly amused ?! i am ! ( nods head vigourously )

k la..feeling very evil :P

feeling extremely accomplished today! tonight actually..
i packed my room into the once pristine room i had !
and im friggin' prouda myself !
yayyayays!
even my mom was amazed..
see ?!

i really miss isaac tham :(
having some kinda of withdrawal symptoms
which is why i went crazy and packed my room into an orderly fashion and shocked myself that my room can actually be packed up nicely..
anyway im digressing..
i miss him so badly that im gna pull my hair out and do some weird dance! and scream some incoherent mumbles and yeah you get it.
i miss him a hell load.
truckLOADS
lorryLOADS
skyLOADS
basically ALOT.

2005-09-02T08:42:00.000-07:00

its friday alr !!!!

cant believe it..which means exams are coming damn bloody soon.

im so tired of studying.its almost like a phobia :(
hahas.

woke up damn late today at 10plus.
practically jumped outta bed and ran to the toilet to bathe.
then cabbed down to z's house to study.
quiet environment and cool room.
so can study quite a bit there.
almost finishing eng fund which strains my brains.
GRRR.

slackered away alot of time too..
hahas watching anime and stuffs!
hella good the anime :))

have you ever heard of plowy hair ?!?!
came across this word when someone was telling me about hairs!
so lame !!!!

im so tired...yawns
z's leaving for batam for 3 days :(
hope he enjoys himself la :)))

loveyaaaaaaa!!!
*grinss

2005-09-01T08:50:00.000-07:00

happy today!
cos we managed to cover the whole chapter of vectors and yay!

went for foot reflexology this morning and it was hella painful! i kept squirming and squeezed z's hand and he laughed! hahas.
later then i found out that he can actually "ren" the pain cos it was his first time doing foot reflex.damn funny!

after that 'painful' session, we went to bbq express to eat and it was good :)))
then we went down his house and studied................
hhahahahs.

2005-08-30T09:18:00.000-07:00

went to Wasabi Restaurant for dinner :))
the sushi is nice and the food as well!
BUT we didnt take photos of the main course..
hahahs.
isaac ordered the wasabi bento which i must admit was sorta forced by me and i felt so bad even till now :(
i ordered the curry ramen which was not too bad but its not thick enough !! hahahs
z couldnt finish his bento cos its was really alot! like i said he has a long and narrow stomach..
ha ha ha

before that we met up 4 plus cos he slept till 245pm [ ahems] then proceeded to s'goon gardens coffee beans to study but there were hell loads of ppl and they were friggin noisy.
we left.
ivy saw me and called.omg.
then i realised that that she actually knows my butch fren and the world is really damn small.
goshh.

so bummer.
we cabbed down to compasspoint and the taxi driver is a very enthu man
ahhhhassss.
went to sit at starbucks and bought a super super chocalatey ( whatever you spell them) drink and studied abit there.
there was a woman undergoing some emotional crisis behind isaac and she really cried !!
poor thing really..

it was too damn noisy at starbucks so we went downstairs to delifrance and studied.
cool.
we covered quite abit of functions before we got stumped by a graph qns which seriously pissed isaac off :( so he went to walk around and i THINK he felt better.whhhas :/
then no mood to study le and so we went to wasabi to eat :D

wells.
tmr's teacher day's celebration
going back to pcss but too bad yan and 9 cant make it cos of stuffs.
crapppppp :(
but i shant whine.

pj decided to come out of her disappearance and called me this noon !!
happy that shes gna return to sku tmr ! so i can see her again after so longgg.......
hahhahs.

gna study again !!!
booooo...
exams suck.
DUH.

2005-08-29T09:13:00.000-07:00

REMIND ME NEVER EVER CALL ANYBODY'S HOME AFTER 1130pm.
thankyou.
whhaaha :))

woke up at about 9 plus to get ready and cabbed down to z's house.
hahas
and the cab driver was telling me about his ex-gf 30years ago!
wahsehs.
but hes a jolly jokey malay old man who can surprisingly speak english quite fluently.
i was kinda amazed la.

reached z's house :)
watched anime which is really rather nice actually!
hahahahas.
then around 4 plus ( i reached his house at about 12!)
really can slacker the time away but i love the time together!

on the bus to s'goon.
bumped into cheryl from pcss and we chatted :)
changed buses and went to s'goon gardens macs to eat and trooped off to coffee bean to study.
hahas
we studied and crapped alot.
funny shit [ climbing trees and all that crap ]
hella hilarious and i ANNOUNCED isaac is super lame when he wna be!

went home at about 8plus and yujin saw me in the bus with isaac and she called me!
whahahs
i was thinking ' who the hell called me?!'
then spotted her.
haahhahas
talked for abit and i really think im abit deaf
so sorry to ppl esp isaac tham
whahahs.
i think i got motion sickness after the bus ride and i vomitted when i reached compasspoint.
gawd,then i found out that i actually cant eat oily stuffs and then get on the bus.
my whole digestive system just cannot take it..

watched american's next top model and poor lluvy got cut.
but i wasnt particularly surprised.
shes like the weakest there judging all her photos.
i think the main problem is with her eyes..their too droopy and heavy on her face.
not that i wna criticise but althea agrees too.
i personally think that shes pretty in her own unique way but she gta prove it to the world man.
do sth to her eyes..or at least try to tilt up the ends of her big droopy eyes.i think she would have looked better and her pupils shouldnt tilt up..
but yeah she tried her best so wish her all da best.

yay!
a hotdog stand opened in compasspoint and i can always eat hotdog now without going too far!
and its so convenient! :D

feeling damn hot now and tired.
guess i will turn in early tonight..
goody night world :)
loveya isaac <3

2005-08-28T07:05:00.000-07:00

SO.

chloe and dad's arguing about some shit on tv on HBO.
which is hella lame.

and black hair suits my dad.
i think.

read finished isaac's book within 2 days.
have a f-ing headache now and i hate it.

feel like having a tattoo but its gna be permanent and i migt regret it.
so i'll just chuck the notion.

going back to pcss for the teacher's celebration on wednesday.
mainly just to see my friend perform not cos of the crazy hatters there.
might eat steamboat with the number clubbers after all and also see 36 off to hongkong.
AHH.

and you know what.
SEMESTRAL EXAMS JUST ROUND THE CORNER.
and im gna mug like mad.
and look like a haggard witch after that.
whahahs.
gna say hi to serangoon gardens's coffee bean cos i always study my ass out there.
been doing that since last year.
and its f-ing cold there.

attended church yesterday and my church-mates were so surprised to see me there that they kept patting on my shoulder and my back.
cute fellas.really.
they said im like a guest star there,attending church once a MONTH.
according to isaac dear,im a monthly church-goer :))
i cant help it! saturdays' usually my going out days so yeaa.
felt so bad i couldnt stay till the service finished cos i had to rush to chinatown to meet my family for dinner.
ate at a korean restaurant with real koreans and their food is superb.
but the metal spoons and chopsticks scalded chloe's tongue.hahas.
evil.

bought a top at my fav shop.
im like a regular there.
every saturday i will be there and i think i spent more than 300bucks there.
gawd.
even the lady boss knows my name.

going going gone.

SHUT DA HELL UP.

2005-08-26T07:07:00.000-07:00

MOB SISTER is full of crap.
BORING LIKE HELL.

saw a guy wearing a shirt saying " TOUGH GUYS WEAR PINK"
yeaaahriight.
kiss my feet.
SISSIES they are.

woke up damn late today.
supposed to reach school at 10 and meet khaileng but in the end i woke up at 945 and met her at 1045 instead.fuckin' late.i had to call a damn cab.
attended the math tutorial for only 5 mins and then we ponned PSPS cos its damn lame and also khaileng's SICK.
TAKE CARE GIRL :))

then priya called me.
told me our grp gotta hand in the project by today if not we will get zero marks.
like W.T.F
so i took a cab and rushed back to my home and printed out the damn things for HALF AN HOUR.i swear i will smash the fucking printer sometime soon.too bad the other printer in my house cant be used cos outta ink and i dunno where the hell it is.

and i CALLED a cab again and went back to sku,passed everything to priya and then took a cab down to isaac's house.
stayed there and watched anime which was nice! then slacked around :))
his cousin called so we went down to the singapore post and waited for his cousin.
took a cab down to meet my dad from there and z went off with his cousin :))

SUPERFICIALITY.
random thoughts.

my nail polish is peeling off.
manicure again and again.
sighs.
fucking leychey.

Dont't mind my scrambled sentences.im too agitated to be coherent.

2005-08-21T07:05:00.000-07:00

sometimes i really wish that i was deaf.
or perhaps i wished that i dun understand dialects or english or chinese even!
or maybe selective deafness if theres sucha thing.

when i was in the car,hearing my dad talking about my mom's mom.
i got soo mad.
perhaps my dad is tactless or just plain insensitive.whichever.
he kept badmouthing my gran to my mother.
who is MY MOTHER"S MOTHER.
thats not the thing thst irks me yet.
he actually sounded so self-righteous..like as if its sth that my mom should know and agree.
i know that cos he always make it a point to ask my mom for agreement before he continues on his tirade.
sighs.
at that time i wondered if i should step in and screamed at my dad.to ask him if he knows hes being ridiculous and not to mention utterly rude.to my mother and my grandmother.and also obviously to stop him from dissing my gran.
it was apparent my mother was feeling uneasy and annoyed with dad already but she chose to keep quiet knowing full well that is she rebukes or quarrel,it will be never ending.
luckily my mother took it all in good stride.thankgod.
my dad can be nice at times but mowadays he keeps nagging.i know hes tired but he shouldnt vent it all out on us.its just not right.
or maybe just maybe hes missing his weekly dosage of fishing.
wella.
one fine day i will talk some sense into him and make him understand.

so!
my nails are milky green and purple now
toenails are burgundy.

feeling nostalgic suddenly.
i suddenly miss all the good ol' days in sec sku and even pri sku.
all the shit we did.the innocent minds.the way besties read your mind all the time with just a twitch from face.when we can just speak our minds and nobody will mind cos we are little and doesnt know better.when all the little minuscule things that happened or ppl do amuse us to no end or make us so happy we go around hugging people.boundless of energy.where everything is simple with no worries no burdens no responsibilities.
how nice isnt it? it sounds like a dream we had and woke up in a nightmare.and then far off you see a tunnel leading to sunlight.
but at least i have someone i really care about and i think thats what counts.after all,everyone needs a shoulder somewhere no matter how tough you are.

i really miss all the number clubbers.
with all their silly and mischievous antics.
the crazy things that we do.
ponning classes and going crazy in classes.
writing all the letters to one another when 36 37 38 and jx were siiting at the 'coveted' 4 corners of the freaking class.we cried like fuck then.
and the rebellious streak in all of us.
how nice if we can all relive it together again.
but like they say,good things never last.

and my best best best friends on earth.
i love them!
although we never really get to see each other much cos we are all pretty engrossed in our own stuffs and studies.
still we do make an effort right!
i definitely dont want us to be in name 'besties'.
so yan and 9,we really ought to meet up once a week..
for dinner or just a short walk somewhere.
just to catch up with each other's lives.

and of cos khaileng and priya!
the 2 good good friends i have in tp.
very cute and bubbly personalities and pretty to boot!
always pon internet lects together and come late for lessons.
"grand" entrance eh?
khaileng's the brainy one and priya's the mad as a hatter bitch ( claimed by her!)
we laughed like crap during lects in tutorials and virtually everywhere.
and we can actually have a serious discussion in the middle of the passageway blocking people.
but you know what,WE ARE LOVIN' IT.so kick us :p
i do hope we wont be separated into different classes if not i will bawled my eyes out.
k la!
just wna say im so so so glad i met you guys!

isaac :)
hes a really really really nice guy.
wonderful personality and good character.
and he doesnt have much of a temper which balances me out perfectly.
i have enough temper for both if us,really.
he thinks alot about stuffs.and his command of english is SO good you wouldnt want to let him read your sec4 essays.he'd probably dissect the essay and spit on it if its not up to his standards and i can assure you his standard is pretty damn bloody friggin' high.his essay after all,got published for his entire sec sku to read.
his easy-going way is to be admired.he doesnt blame anyone if he has to bring home his whole project when its supposed to be spilt by his group members;he only blames himself for being silly and forgetful enough to distribute the workload.and i felt angry and unfair for him.cos he stayed up till 5am to complete his project.
most of the time hes always jolly-molly.hes forever crapping about something he did in sku and with his prank-pulling friend.like 2 kids let loose in a playground.
he likes to say the weirdest things at the weirdest times.sometimes i think it just happens.
and its hilarious! cracks me up without fail.
and all the reasons i gave above are the reasons why i love him!
he balances me out and never fails to humour me with his wittiness and crappiness.even when we are talking seriously,he will always give some short comment or remark and in the end we will be laughing like mad.PLUS HE MAKES WEIRD SOUNDS.like a roach.
i love laughing people.cos i love to laugh.and i like to make people laugh too.makes me immensely happy.like i sorta brightens up that person's day.
and i love isaac cos he always brightens up my day.with a call or just a message.
i love him for who he is.

its the simplest things that makes me happy.

2005-08-14T08:43:00.000-07:00

i have nothing to do :((

2005-08-10T08:24:00.000-07:00

haven been updating!!

bought 2 eyeliners cos i couldnt decide which is better
and a cleansing lotion milk :))

shouldnt have gone to sku today
COMPLETE waste of time.
jane and i went to sku,take attendance then went off
and nobody stopped us
but they did asked where we were going so we just said 'go toilet''
hahahs
we hanged around in sku for about an hour plus i think
waiting for iz and sengyong to finish playing with their lecturer
hella funny!

then me and z went down to my aunt's home
the journey is damn loooonnnggggg!
gawd.we slept all the way there
ha ha

reached.
went to eat and he went to cut his hair
and it turned out AMAZING
hhaas
the hairstylist really know how to style hair hahas
then we went over to my aunt's home
and played with her nephew
very chubby!
and he kept sneaking glances at iz :))
hahahs
very cute.
i tossed him and flew him around and he was so happyyyy
:)

had a huge quarrel with my parents today.
fucking irritated.
dun wna elaborate.

all in all
today's a good good day!!!

iloveYOU.

2005-07-31T08:44:00.000-07:00

jane and clarine
fire and charcoal.

2005-07-31T08:31:00.000-07:00

been awhile since i updated.
mainly cos theres someone who will drop by and pester me with whatever i write.

SO!
i shall entertain him!

GET YOUR FUCKING ASS OUTTA HERE AND GET A LIFE

YOU ARE NOT WELCOME HERE SO CLICK THE RED [X] ON THE TOP RIGHT CORNER AND VANISH

sighs
whats the world coming to.
with the fake pests and real pests.

2005-07-25T08:30:00.000-07:00

HIYAA.

gna fall sick soon.
there are so many projects to do,its madness.
the tutors just give them non stop and we have to keep absorbing 'emm.
its like input input output.
now im talking like a computer!
holycrap.

mom's been bitchy.
clarine's been moody.
chloe's been naggy.
althea's helpful
dad's been frowning
rose's been smiling.

seriously i dunno whats wrong with me.
was feeling okays in the morning.
you can even say i was so damn blardy happy cos -grins-
haha
upon reaching school,was still kinda high.
walked into biz fund lecture and priya khaileng and i were taking our own sweet time choosing our seats.we took kinda long so the lect sorta said ' there're so many seats,just sit down'
then we slowly walked a row and settled down.
BUT ms priya had to leave her biz find text in the toilet on the first floor. ( we were alr on the 3rd storey),she kan chiong and whispered to us quite loudly that she left it in the toilet and we were like faster go priya! if not ur book kena stolen dun come and cry.it costs 40 bucks! we offered to go with her but she refused cos we alr made quite a grand entrance by coming in super late.hahs.
suddenly my hp blinked and john tan was on the line! i thought 'oh shit.' i kept calm and i whispered and asked why did he call? he asked if i was in sku! i went 'duh.' as the reception in the LT,so i kupped his call.ohwells.

when i came out,i called him and then realised he thought i was the class rep so thats why he called me.cheyy.
and i thought its cos i laughed too much in his lectures alr.CHEY.

i really hate eng fund.hate it to the core.
its BORING IDIOTIC USELESS STUPID RETARDED LAME SHITTY KUKU MAD CRAZY a.n.d REDUNDANT.
its not as if that i will want to have a job that does this kind of planting in some teeny weeny wires and plucking 'em out again.the whole subject is like dead.
not at all interesting.or fun.or funny.or amusing.or anything good.
i almost fell asleep during the lecture.yawnnns.
i cant understand computer's language.

we stayed back in sku to discuss the biz fund project.
shoe business = extremely expensive.
there are hell lot of zeroes.
gawd.
we only have about 2 days left to finish up the project.
and its scary the rate our project is going.
its practically crawling :)
but we are doing our darnedest to finish up ASAP!

reached compasspoint and darl went to buy a MOS burger.haha.
MOS burger addict but he said hes getting tired of it :p
so i guess he might eat sth else tmr?
haha
after bb left,althea came and we went to have BK for dinner.
after that bought a clip for my hair and went home.
felt so shagged and exhausted.
as if i have been running and running.
althea commented that i look pissed off and dao but im not la.
just feeling very wrong today.
whatever man.

tried the osim isqueeze and heaven.
it was so comfortable that i think if my legs can talk,they would have probably moaned.whahs
felt better and then called bb.
talked for abit and then i went to bathe.

tried to do some biz fund stuffs and so far only did the mission statement.
kinda lame and i need an expert's help.AHEM.
hint: iz.
hahas :p

bad news came.
khaileng informed me that theres a TCS FRW test tmr on the planning of sth!
sighs.
its not gna stop here.

WELLA.
life goes on.

seeya arnd :))

luvya z-ky :p
hahass.

2005-07-22T09:19:00.000-07:00

as usual.
friday is the day where i can go back home early!

not today tho.
went TM with khaileng to look for shoes.
but what the heck.
just cant find any :(

after that went to compasspoint and bumped into my friend,huiyi..so decided to go to her home in compassvale to slack and stuffs.
fuunygirl.
i was so tired that i actually dozed off on her sofa then she shook me up and told me baby's calling me! i jumped awake and make a hasty exit.
ha ha.

hurried to the fountain and he just came with his mos burger meal.
waited for him to finish eating then we walked into compasspoint and i bought a ring :))
some mother of pearl thing.

we walked into the interchange and waited for 80.
during the trip,baby was trying out some EXOTIC ways of taking photos BUT it turned out ultra weird! :))) we were laughing like some crazayz in the bus.
HHAHAHA.

watched stars war 3 at his house and natalie portman sported some super ugly hairstyles!
hahaah.i kept commenting and darlin was laughing like mad :))
then we went up to the 3rd level of his house and his whole room is like covered with posters! mygosh :D

we talked and played vball in his room and hey! my aiming not bad la except i hit his ceiling fan :x

at about 940 we walked to a coffeeshop and had a super late jap dinner.
it was good!
cracked up there cos his chinese is "fantastic"!
man,i almost choked on my sugarcane juice.

haha.
took a cab home afterwards.
had 20 missed calls.wth.
1 call from the model agency.
3 from mom.
11 from hell.
when i saw that,i was irritated.

and the darned cabbie has to annoy me further.
he was travelling at a speed of 40 to 50 km/h on a HIGHWAY.
even a lorry drove faster!
i was so fuckin pissed.
and his highest speed was 70km/h!
and the roads were virtually empty.
sighs.
all for the sake of a few bucks.

ilovemybaby.
so much!

2005-07-18T06:20:00.000-07:00

I JUST WNA ANNOUNCE NINA NG FINALLY UPDATED HER DUSTY BLOG AFTER MUCH PROMPTING FROM ME AND YAN.
ahem.

hahaha!
just came back from yan's blog!
she is so hilarious!
haha
"i hope nina won't eat something beforehand and that clarine quek would actually EAT. hahahahhas. You know, it's weird to meet up with friends for lunch/dinner and find out later that you will be the ONLY one eating. =))" quoted from yan's blog.

i burst out laughing when i saw this para!
goodness :)))

9! ure attractive!
dun be jealous! :)))

today the sku reopened :(
and its back to the same routine again but then i didnt mind it too much cos my girlfriends and boyfriend are there too.
ha ha ha :))

im bored.
seeya around!

2005-07-16T00:07:00.000-07:00

i'll start from yesterday.

omg.
yesterday i was so so so busy!
in the morning i rushed down to hougang interchange to make my concession card and also to replace chloe's card too.
ThEN!
my IC refused to come out from my wallet and a guy had to help me!
its so bloody embarrassing :S

after that,i rushed back to compasspoint to make an appt for a manicure and pedicure.
then i went to serangoon to meet up with my friend to take my book back.
JUST MY LUCK,i ran into that freaking disgusting guy that i said i will kill.
wella! i dint kill him but i slapped him on his head.hard.
should have aim for the face but his face would dirty my hand so no thank you.

after running into him,my temper turned foul and having my period now doesnt help at all :(
i came back home,chatted to baby then off i went to meet my ex pri sch mates at suntec marche.
when i was in the train,there was this indian guy pasing back and forth in front of me and looking at me.i ignored him.then he stopped pacing and he asked me if im chinese.
i went 'ya'
then he asked how old am i,which sku am i in,wna make friends with him,and asked for my name and number IN THE TRAIN with PEOPLE STARING.
i was so paiseh!
then i just said 'NO.'
and i dropped at the next stop which is the exact stop i wna alight.
lucky.

and i was slightly late.
oh.i ran into jingxian and she slimmed down so much.and thanks for your comment! :)

going there was a mistake.
it was so BORING.
i stayed there for about an hour and a half and i couldnt stop yawning.
i just cant help it.
i was msging and talking on my hp while they were still harping on the last 5! years things.
seriously.
well i decided i had enough and i gave some excuse and left very hurriedly.
they said they will ask me out on this sort of gathering and i just gave a non-committedly smile.
i wanted to say "thanks BUT no thanks,leave me out of this''
the whole experience was horrendous.

even my friends were surprised theres still such thing as PRIMARY SCHOOL gathering.
shudders.

by the way! my nails are silver now!
haha
no more chipped nails ;)
but i had to go smudged my left forefinger.
sighs.

16052005

feeling rather contented today.
maybe its cos i had a good sleep and for once didnt have any nightmares or dreams ((:
had apple juice and a plain bread for breakfast.
im not raveneous in the morning or afternoon or night.HA AH HA
talked on the phone with 9 just now and poor yan is sleeping now i think.
she has to do her YEAR ROUND project evert saturday,is it yan?
haha
and on the other hand,im so free!
and shes envious,she told me.

i need to buy jeans soon but mango is still having her big fat sale and so many people are there and so smelly,i dun dare to go in :(
and levis' cut dun suit me so HOW?!!!
espirit's jeans too high cut for me and the colours are not right for me.
i like dark jeans and if they are in the right place,a lil faded too.

crap.
i sound like a brat.
IM NOT.

haha
dad just told me that im not allowed to drink outside asin alcohol.
however i can drink at home.
cos he collects them and he said if i wna drink i can drink with him AT HOME.
my dad.ha ha

everything's so peaceful and quiet right now.
its one of those days
when nobody's home
and everyone's here
but you are all alone.

ilu!

2005-07-14T19:48:00.000-07:00

yesterday went for the modelling photoshoot.
it was alright la..
lotsa make-up asin cosmetics on my face and hair spray!
haha,when doing the poses..the photog said i have the body language and the face that he wants and likes so he said it is very easy to work with me.
but whatever it is,i kinda enjoyed myself yesterday :))
i had a bridal photo shoot too and i had long long hair attached to my real hair! i loveee it.therefore im gna grow my hair long! whaaha.
haha,the photog told me to grow my hair long and he asked me to go back for another photo shoot next monday.i'll see how it goes la.

nina came at about 5plus 6 for her shots and when she finished it was about 9 so we hurried to PS to eat and shop around.
haha,we bought the same tops but different colours and i bought a black pair of slippers which ive been looking for a very super long time :b

wella! yesterday was a fun day! but the only blemish is that i walked into a Gents asin toilet by accident and pure ignorance.
gosh,i saw a man doing his 'business' and i think he caught a glimpse of me thru the mirror while i hurried out of the toilet as fast as my heels can carry me.
it was HIGHLY embarrassing :s

gna meet up some of my ex pri sch mates for dinner at Suntec Marche and meeting shiying at newton mrt before proceedin down to suntec.
hope it wont be too awkward cos we haven seen each other for close to 5 years!
ha ha ha

yan and 9,we seriously need to meet up someday and chill!

iloveisaac!

bye peeps :)))

2005-07-13T07:17:00.000-07:00

haha :)

today isaac and i were supposed to meet at 745Am to go east coast for some fresh air and quiet.
BUT.
both of us woke up late! i woke up at 715am and mr tham at 750am! :))
then i took a bus down to paya lebar and got lost.had to call a cab to find me on a busy road.
i dont really mind la,its my fault anyways.
confused the driver when i kept switching the place i wna drop..lol

finally reached east coast at 9plus.
sat on a rocky cliff and slacked there.
so peaceful and the feeling of him being there is so cosy.
suddenly a man came and started catching baby crabs,ha ha
peace was shattered so we went to mac's and ate.
there was a toddler there who is so adorable!
i was winking at him and he winked back! so cute!
and he kept smiling at isaac! mygod :)))

WE OFFICIALLY FINISHED ALL THE GOOD AND HEARD-OF MOVIES IN JULY.thankyouverymuch.
hahahaha.
we were like 'lets go watch movie' it was 1:23pm and the movie starts at 1:30 so we hurried and we did it! hellyeaa.
watched alot like love..not too bad a show just sorta lacking in substance and predictable i guess.
after the show,took a cab down to my bbsitter's home,informed her and then went to a void deck to talk.
haha.its so easy to talk to him and able to say what i think without thinking too much :D
nicenice.
i cut the back of my ankle and it bled :(
but heck that :)
im happy! so very happy!

PS: baby,dun worry too much kk? no matter what happens,i will be there for youuu.

2005-07-12T09:58:00.000-07:00

heyya!
today has been a really good despite that the guy buzzing and a man singing beside me in the mrt.
phototaking with unni and jhaileng wasnt so bad.just tiring and my feet grew blisters.
met up with isaac at about 7plus cos unni got lost in EUNOS.
I HAD A GREAT TIME darling :D
and unni a super reckless driver.
have you ever seen a a driver who drives with his head craned backwards? scary.
i was kinda freaked la and stunned when he told he used to be nuclear scientist in India.
cant tell man.

so tired today.
couldnt stop yawninggg...

goodnight peeps :)

hey yan! cheerup ks?
just work harder next time!
lovesss.

2005-07-10T08:58:00.000-07:00

Your Fashion Style is Trendy

You love fashion and live to shop
And keeping up with the lastet trends is what you love best
You know what's in, out, about to be in, and about to be out
You love to dress your friends and would make a killer celebrity stylist

2005-07-10T08:17:00.000-07:00

mhm.
haven updated for so long.

last friday was the end of our term tests! so happy! ha ha
met up with isaac to watch movieS.
mygod.
we watched Initial D and Fantastic 4.
really good shows and viewer-friendly characters :))
i enjoyed myself thoroughly when im with him,honestly.
i guess the thing is that he can listen and listen and LISTEN without complaints and give good advices.
and we share so much in common,its scary :D
ilu baby!

HA HA
althea was doing some stupid things just now with her new handphone!
she was like "clarine" "clarine" "CLARINE"
i was going 'huh 'huh and then "WHAT LA"
wth,she cracked up
she is so cute really :))

anyway! i really miss yan and 9!
goshhhh.
haven seen them for almost a month i think!
we really must make time for each other,girls!
feeling happy that 9 has a boyfriend now and now its ms yan's turn :)
i love you guys although we seldom meet up now
but thats gna change i hope ;)

on tuesday most probably me and khai leng are going sentosa with unni to take photos.
ha ha.
isaac said it sounds perverted.
dun worry darl! we will 'take care' of him if he dares to do anything funny! :p

for the past week,i have been feeling stressed.
not by work but by a person who is constantly buzzing around and pestering me.
he takes joy in threatening me and making my life a misery.
christ.
I LOATHE HIM.
whatever it is,i swear if he ever ever do anything to me.I WILL KILL HIM.
that bloody bitch of a man.

on a lighter note..
im enjoying life on a carefree and being loved basis.
seriously.
although going to skl and doing the same ol' thing for ages do take their toil on me but with so many ppl i postively adore perks up the dreary atmosphere.in a subtle way.

wella!
i guess i wrote enough :))))

I LOVE YOU PEOPLE.
really i do.

2005-07-04T09:30:00.000-07:00

feeling kinda sad and incredibly happy at the same time.very self contradictory i know but feelings are sth i guess you cant control..
anyways been studying for term tests lately cos i really dun wna fail.
and i feel so blessed to be with a person i love so much really.

having some sort of emotional low now so i shall go off now.

seeya around peeps.

2005-07-01T10:27:00.000-07:00

met up with dear isaac this sfternoon to study and well,we did a lil.then the rest of the time we were playing.ha,hah
had a great time with him today! love him sooo sooo much :)
then we took a cab down to my auntie's home cos she asked me to go down but then! my dad was there already so i panicked then i told darling to go off first :( felt so bad cos firstly he knows nuts about the place secondly i dint say a proper byebye to him..
but isaac being so sweet he said its okay! haha..really love him to bits :))

however,this idiotic guy has been calling me.
i got irritated with him and he actually threatened me with alot of things like spreading rumours about me and also threatening to slap me if he sees me.
gosh.i was kinda scared cos the whole situation was really bad and i was negotiating with him and talking sense and logic into him.but he has a really thick and dense head so none got in.
i was between screaming and cajoling him to see sense.
the bloody guy took up so much of my time that i cant talk to isaac on the phone! gawd.
i really hate him.

HATE HIM.

2005-06-22T22:19:00.000-07:00

Passed out in our school clothes
So we'd wake up in our Sunday's best
I never asked for your opinion
I just got it and I get it
You move slow like daytime drama
And I'm boring like his songs
So while I'm taking you for granted
We'll be humming along

Well cross my heart and hope to,
I'm lying just to keep you here
So reckless (so reckless),so,
So heartless (so heartless)
So careless, I could care less

2005-06-21T05:23:00.000-07:00

don't you think it's obvious
that I want to say more?
cause anything
too daring to say to you,
will be said in this letter,
then burned away
so you never realize,
i'm here.

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1.rinnie
2.clare
3.yanyan

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1.eyes
2.mouth
3.body

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1.nose
2.feet
3.toenails

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1.chinese/english
2.teochew but i dunno how to speak :)
3.hokkien

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1.failure
2.hell
3.exams

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1.handphonee
2.wallet
3.keys

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1.shorts
2.big shirt
3.lingeries

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS OR MUSICAL ARTISTS:
1.Gwen Stefani
2.Britney to a certain extent
3.i forgot her name :( ohya! alicia keys

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS:
1.Rich Girl
2.Karma
3.Lonely

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
1.Sweet hard love
2.Funny shit
3.Romance

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE:
1.i love my mom
2.i love you!
3.i hate you

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE PREFERRED SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1.eyes
2.body
3.speech

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1.shopping
2.reading novels
3.looking at the sky

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1.sleep
2.do preparation
3.scream

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING/YOU'VE CONSIDERED:
1.personal shopper
2.businesswoman
3.in the business world

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1.Paris
2.Germany
3.Rome

THREE KID'S NAMES YOU LIKE:
1.Gabriellea
2.Christine Ann
3.Elizabeth Faith

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1.Achievements!
2.Be someone who is well-liked
3.i dunno

THREE WAYS THAT YOU THINK ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A BOY:
1.Sporty
2.Dun giggle
3.Dun act cute

THREE WAYS THAT YOU THINK ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A CHICK:
1.owns bikinis
2.do mani and pedi
3.loves all things shiny

THREE PEOPLE THAT YOU WOULD LIKE TO SEE TAKE THIS QUIZ NOW:
1.yan
2.9
3.jane

2005-06-14T19:22:00.000-07:00

im so damn bored!
save me.
ha,ha

send me a word and i will be on a high - -

2005-06-14T18:54:00.000-07:00

heys.
my new blog address!